I can't beleive its been 3 months since we were last together, I think about you all the time, I miss you so much my angel.
I hope you like the windmills we left you and i'm sorry the flowers are silk but those naughty deer in your garden keep eating the real ones i leave......I hope your happy with all your angel friends   hold tight to mummy's heart Albie thats where you live  love you always xxxx

Hello my darling,today i was very brave and had a look at all the things people had brought for you, such lovely little teddies, and elephant called elliot from aunty brenda so sorry you can't see them so this is for you Albie
                                          Love you more than words can say Mummy xxxxx

A beautiful little angel showed up to Heaven's gates Confused and unknowing the plan that for them awaits. Then another little angel walked up and took there hand and said, "Please don't be sad you left, you're in the Promised Land." "I'm glad to be here but I do not think I was to go, Perhaps there was a mistake, for my mommy wanted me so." The little greeting angel gave a sweet smile and said, "My mommy wanted me too, but to Heaven I was led. You see, we do not get to choose when on Earth it's time to go. He gave us life, love and joy and a mother's womb to grow. The Lord still needs new angels to guide them down on earth. To watch over, comfort them, and help them see their worth." "Is there still a way that I can sleep in my mommy's bed?" The greeting angel grinned and said, "that luxury you'll keep. I visit my mommy nightly and softly sing her to sleep." The little angel replied, "then I think I'll like it here. I'll visit my mommy nightly and weaken her pain and fears. I love her and will keep her safe at night and in between, And let her know with a sweet memory that she is still with me." The greeting angel gave her new friend a big hug and said, "Until our mommy's meet us here, let's be best angel friends." "Okay," said the new angel, "that sounds good to me." Then the angels sat and played keeping their mommy's in sight, Humming the tunes to the song they would sing to their mommy's tonight.
GOD BLESS YOU SWEETPEA XX

Dearest Lee & Nick and little Albie,

So long in coming and so short in staying my special little mate, I look up in the sky and see that brightest star and know its you Albie darling. All the love you get has made you shine so brightly. 

Albie will always be living in my heart and memories. Hugs and special kisses to a very special little boy. My heart goes out to both, hang in there Mummy and Daddy I'm here for you as always.

All my love
Sara  Marc and Jack xxxxxx

I Am A Mother

I’ve loved my child right from the start
A feeling that’s filled my entire heart
I went through the labour and suffered the pain
For many long hours with nothing to gain
I’ve spent sleepless nights being awake
Though it’s been a while my arms they still ache
I’ve sat and I’ve wondered of how he would grow
The love of my family that he’d come to know
The sound of his voice as he learns to talk
Watching his steps as he ties to walk
I have a child that I really love so
I am his mother yet nobody knows
I spent all those months feeling him grow
I’ve lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don’t get invited to chat with young mothers
Because I don’t have a baby like all of the others
I’ve go some stretch marks that I’d like to hide
But I don’t have a pram with a baby inside
The people I’ve known for so many years
They now avoid me, which adds to my tears
I don’t know how long I’ll be feeling like this
But one thing I know my baby I miss
When Mothers Day comes it will be very hard
I won’t have any flowers – not even a card
And just because he’s not here with me
I still have a son I wish I could see
But one thing I know and this is for sure
I’ll be his mother for evermore